Dear Diary

Thursday, 8 April 2021 11:00pm

Today is the worst day of my life! INDEED. Yes. I am sure that from now on I am the most depressed person living on the earth.

Today at 7 pm when I was going back home from maths class, I ran towards Kallu. Ryan And Jai called me, but I was in a hurry, so I ignored them and ran towards Kallu. What made me a sadist today is that their family have a Labrador now.

When went back to see Ryan, I was astounded to see a puppy Labrador in his hands. They christened him Toddle. Ryan has been craving for a pet for a long time and his parents even got him one. But the situation is totally different at my place. It wouldn’t matter to anyone even if I shriek, yelp or do anything. It won’t affect them. All I will be subjected to would like the usual long tedious lectures, yarns of one of two rarest of rare anecdotes ever that occurred in the history of owning pets.

Now I’m feeling like you better know, don’t you? One thing I inferred is that “Money never matters” instead of love and affection matters. Like they got pets, they don’t make much, but at least they are happy. At least they enjoy it and they will enjoy the best moments of their life. At least Ryan’s desire of owning a pet is not turned down the way mine is repeatedly and always. Well, I think that my fretting is not going to get over until I own one day.

But one thing for sure is that I am not jealous of them having a pet. Instead, I would say that I am happy for them and bid them the best of luck for their very fresh life with a new member of the family Toddle. May they have the best memories with their new member. May they enjoy their life with sniffs and licks with toddle.

Someone aptly said that “grievances are more than the content moments”.

Alas, I’m dying, dying, dying!!!